me , myself and time !

hey tasneem , sdah laa . g tido .... esok mle laa bising2 x cukup tdo laa ape laa . haih! esok dah laa kne naek bus . * erm , sdah dkat 2 mggu aq tgglkn bus . haha hee~ xtao dah cmne nk naek agknye . huhuw okeyh, tu je kowt . goodnight & goodbye ! ilysm my dearest friends...=)

"Eleven Hints for Life" 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a s...

read and understand it !!! As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

OVER IT BY KATHATINE MCPHEE I'm over your lies and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me When you know I'm not okay. You call me and I... And I pick up the phone. And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone. Oh and that's why Your eyes... I'm over it. You're smile... I'm over it. Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over... Wanting you to be wanting me. No, that ain't no way to be. How I feel. Read my lips. Because I'm so over... (I'm sorry) Moving on It is my time. You never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first a little bit But now I'm so over So over it. I'm so over it... Wanting you to be wanting me. No, that ain't no way to be. How I feel. Read my lips. Because I'm so over it. Moving on It is my time You never were a friend of mine Hurt at first a little bit Now I'm so over So over it. did u ever heard this song ? love it ? just hear and understand the lyrics . it...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you d...

yeah ! let's start with my brand new life . feeling so fresh this monday morning . take out all my pain away from me . whee ~ thnx for u guys especially for those who has been there for me , whenever i need them . u guys are so lovely . iloveuguyssomuch... no one better than u guys . so i just keep continue my life with this !!! says : utk bahagia , berjaya dan tenang dlm hidup kita mesti jelas tentang APA YG PALING PENTING DLM HIDUP INI dan mmbuat kputusn utk hidup dengannya tidak kira walau apa pown yg trjadi .

eee ! malunye ariniy ... x psal2 plak bnde niy brlaku kt aq . hurmm .. sumpah ! the funniest thing i've ever faced ! klao citer kt org laen , confirm dorang akn gelak kn aq . xmao laa citer . MALUMALU ~ elok2 g keje ariniy , dah xjd . trpkse ambek MC . tdi tpon JENNY , kate nk MC . then dye kate dye pown x dtg . so , aq xtao laa bley ke x aq nk msok kul 6 nnt . seriously , x lrat gler . what should i do now >? just stay at home or go to work at 6 p.m. blurr ~

huh ! today , bngon lmbt . 7.03 a.m. bru bngon . hampeh btol ! then , dgn pantas nye mandi and siap g keje . tumpang jiran sebelah mmg laa kne awl . then , otw nk smpai . ade plak excident ! omo ! kete langgar motor . org yg kne lnggar tu bengang gler kowt muke dye . tkot tgk . dah laa tgh pegang helmet . xpsal2 ade gak org yg nk kne HEMPUK dgn helmet tu . huhuw then , brjln laa dari JLN GAMBUT smpai ke ECM . dekat tak ? haha smpai kt malay town kul 7.55 a.m . awl gler kowt . then , tggu laa smpai kul 9.05 a.m. tggu pnye tggu , trse lapar laa plak perut niy . so , g je laa melantak kt TAJ tu . huhuw lpas dah siap mkn , jmpe plak KAK LIZA (freedom) . so , kak liza pown ajk join skli duduk ngn dye. hehe then , ariniy punch card kul 9.30 a.m . yeah ! tepat pada waktu nye ! pastu , dgr briefing . POK SHEIKH briefing bpak laa lme nye . tp xde laa bosan sgt mcm MISS CHONG . kemudian , JENNY dtg . sroh tmpal price tag kt stok2 yg bru smpai tu . bpak laa gler byk nye . ade 6 kotak , tp arini...

today , i woke up and i keep try to forget all my pain . whatever i do now , i always kept thinking what just happened the other day . but now , i'm already done with it . i just keep moving with my own life and never think about the past . LIFE MUST GO ON ! i know that i can do it . this is not for the first time rite ? i've been faced with this same situation bravely and patiently before . so , i'm not afraid anymore . no matter it is I WAIT ON U FOREVER ! i keep my promise and i will make sure that i never break that promise . =) i'm stronger now . big girl don't CRY ! like this song ? just do... i never wanna say GOODBYE to u !...

i just can't continue my life like this ! huuuu~ its damnly hurt me ! please someone hepl me . do anyone please lend me your shoulder to cry on ? i can't lie to myself that i can be happy and keep smilling . its all PLASTIC ! seriouly talk , that i just pretend to keep smilling .why ? cause i don't want anyone know that i am really frustrated right now . yeah ! i know that all my friends knew that i'm happy and always smile whenever they met me . but now ? =(

12.feb.2011 : erm ... finally , my heart breaking again at 12.16 a.m. omo ! i can't believe this . please help me to accept it . huh ! seriously , he left me speechless , so speechless . i never knew that i could hurt like this ... i feel so broken up , and i give up . goodbye ! thnx for everything .

wah ! borink gler ariniy . xwat ape2 pown . dari pg smpai ke ptg online je keje . haih ! xpe2 , ariniy je bley wat cmtu . esok dah start keje blek . aiyoo ~ tgh2 borink niy , cbe2 laa tgk cter DREAM HIGH . best gak cter tu . whee ~ thnx to AYIN sbb time bace blog dye , bru laa tao ade cter tu . I LIKE =) okeyh , niy je kowt cter utk ariniy . adios ~

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say, His mind is somewhere far away, And I don't know how to get there, It's like, All he wants is to chill out, He makes me wanna pull all my hair out, (And interrupting) Like he doesn't even care You, me We're face to face But we don't see eye to eye Like fire and rain You can drive me insane erm , ble dah rse something xkne . lgu niy laa yg akn aq dgr . bkn ape pown , cme aq rse kali niy laen sgt . it's like that boy is totally changed ! =( why ????!! i'm beging u , please don't be different person like u just did these day . i want the old u lah ! so , i dedicate this song to u : JGN PERNAH BERUBAH !

9.feb.2011 : the last day of being part timer in jeep kids . =( i'm gonna miss u lah jeep kids ! ariniy , msok noon . then , my naney honey dtg . pastu mntk laa tlg dye beli waffle . hehe . tp waffle tu hangit @ trlebih rangup . haha pastu , dr mle keje smpai laa kul 8.30 mlm , xhnti2 ikat bju and sluar . naseb baek lah jeep kids pnye ckit je . so , cpat laa kami pnye keje siap . then , bwk laa bpe ntah kotak . byk laa jgak . mle2 bwk stock utk return to parkson megamall ngn ira . hihi ~ gne troly besar dah , tp troly tu x muat lak ble nk lalu kt level 2 pnye stor . haih ! nseb baek ade cleaner and POK SHEIKH tlong . thnx a lot . =) pastu yg kedua , bwk troli sorang2 . bpak laa berat nye . gler btol ! tp xpe , katang pnye psal ok je . haha then , kemas laa smue nye sbb AKEMI plak nk wat fair . and yeah ! blek awl ckit drpd mse yg tlah d tetapkn . whee ~ - THE END - 10.feb.2011 : yay ! ariniy dpt tdo lme ckit . kul 9.30 bru bngon . =D then , msg laa huda bley hang out ariniy . pastu...

7 feb 2010 : kne gak cter ariniy . hehe . bpak arghh!!! aq sorang je pompuan yg tggl semalam kt fair . yg laen smuenye laki . ape lagi , dorang buli laa aq . haih ! hampeh btol . sje je nk sepahkn cabin JEEP KIDS . hish~ rse nk bg je pnumbuk kt dorang tu . rasyid n shafiq laa ... sorang ketuk aq ngn pen , sorang lg ketuk aq ngn seluar jeans pepsi yg berat lg besar tu . korang mmg kejam . lpas tu , maen2 lak tkar nme aq . drpd elok TASNEEM . bley plak dorang tkar tosnim laa , tusnim , tesnim ... eee !!! mcm2 . then , sebelom tu maen BINGO ngn mereka smue . gne calculator . huh ! first time aq tao yg permainan tu bley gak gne calculator . huhuw . ok THE END ~ 8 feb 2010 : ariniy tumpang jiran g keje . so awl laa . sempat msok sbelom BRIEFING .hee ~ ariniy briefing best gler ... sbb bpak laa skejap . kira2 dlm 5 mnit je laa kowt . thnx laa EN ABU . =) then , turun laa bwh nk bukak FAIR . tp turun2 je , xde org pown nk bukak pintu parkson tu . so , tggu je laa jp ngn naney kt MAX FACTOR . ...

wah ! pejam celik , pejam celik dah smpai ari isnin . interview ! interview ! antara soalan yg akn keluar ialah P-experience : ready for service ~ customer approches ~ first impressions ~ establish rapport ~ establish needs ~ show the product ~ handle questions ~ close that sale ~ expand that sales ~ complete the sale ~ post-sale service ~ last impressions * pnat hafal bnde niy dlm store ngn kak ina semalam . hopefully , time interview nnt dpt laa ingt bnde2 niy . lepas niy , goodbye JEEP KIDS and hello ANAKKU ... whee ~ wish me luck !! =)

OMG !! msok keje lmbt ariniy . kul 10.15 a.m kowt . beriya lari naek tngge staff tu . tp nseb baek laa smpai je kt tngkt 1 , ade org bgtao yg pntu di tutup . then , turun laa blek g ikot pntu mne ntah yg dkat ckit dari fair JEEP . yaw ! xsmpt nk letak beg kt LOCKER ROOM . so , letak je laa bwh cabin JEEP KIDS . hehe then , keje laa . tolong JEEP ladies . lipat baju2 yg bersepah mcm di landa ribut taufan . lpas tu rhat kul 11.30 a.m. sbb KAK INA nk blnje mkn kt KFC . whee ~ NANEY , UMMI , KAK INA n ME . happening gler mkn rmai2 . best gler . =) okay , tutup citer psal keje . now , mle kn cter psal nk bls dendam balek kt aliff hayqall . haha . bluekk !! dgn selambe je dye post kt wall fb gmbr niy : eee ! buruk gler kowt time niy . haih! xpe2 , yg pnting ayin dah tlong utk bls dendam blek kt dye . yeeehuuu ~ ambek niy gmbr time dye kecik : comel sgt2 ye bdak kecik . wahahaha ! pdan muke . puas gler rsenye . bluekk !!